Falling to the dark side
 

I'm no story teller. In fact I've had girls who would talk to me just so that they can be put to sleep. But I'm at a stage where there is internal turmoil. It's been a long journey from me being a loyal man to one that has fallen hard and just screwing around. One part of me enjoys it while the other is greatly tormented. Let this be a journal. I will just update whenever I find time and in the mood. There may be descriptives of my encounters. All names will be changed for obvious reasons. I welcome all comments and criticisms as I trot along with my notes.

I come from a family where I think all the guys in the family had affairs, my dad included. My dad rotates through various but then there was one where he was more involved. I got to know much later that even then he had other younger girlfriends during his time with the mistress. It was an open secret and my mom sort of accepted that as well. However things got over board and my mum decided enough was enough and called it quits. Now my dad does take care of the family financially but I guess he just have to satisfy his sexual needs outside. All these made me hated my dad and told myself I will never be like him or any other uncles in my family.

I am blessed with my dad's good looks I guess and it was never too difficult for me to make a good impression with the ladies. But that only gets me so far. Being a goodie two shoes I guess is just too boring for the ladies and I always ended up being dumped. But that never stopped me from wanting to be the good loyal guy. I only lost my viriginty when I became an adult and it was because my girlfriend then asked if I don't love her and that's why did not want to have sex with her. Hahaha and I thought that was a line by guys to pressure girlsminto having sex. Guess that works both ways. My firs time was car sex. Back in the days, I'm sure more senior guys would have recalled the various carparks without lights.

The girlfriend whom I lost my virginity to, let's call her E. E had a decent figure and was pretty. When can easily get attention in clubs. Her breast were a nice b cup but felt very good. Little tiny earaser nips. She enjoys sex and we would do it everyday, sometimes few times a day. We were young then and threw caution to the wind. Unprotected sex. Sometimes I will cum in her as she enjoys that too but most times I just shoot outside. Thinking back our sex was quite normal. Only once we did a animal role play. I recalled once when I got so excited that I came within minutes of thrusting. I was embarrassed and did not withdraw. She pushed me away and I watched my cum dripping out of her pussy. She just quickly wear back her underwear and scolded me for cumming in her as it was a danger period.

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E was sensual but we were both inexperienced. So sex was never overboard. We do have other simple sexual moments too. When in the streets shopping, she would pull my arm around her just so that I can grope her. We enjoyed the thrill. When in the movies, she would do the same, pulling her shirt apart so i can thoroughly enjoy her soft breast while being distracted from the plot of the movie that we were watching. All ended when I went overseas for study. Guess she just needed another dick to fill her up during my absence. Those were the days before good fast internet and overseas call are just too expensive. She did visit me once overseas just to let me fuck her everyday during my break but broke up with me soon after her return.

There had been near sex encounters when I was overseas but I told myself that I don't do one night stands and will only do it with girls that I plan to marry. So there wasn't any action thereafter.

Got to know C when I got back to Singapore. She was a very experienced girl with lots of prior partners. Somehow that did not bother me. C was not that pretty but had a smoking figure. Nice C cuppers that grew to Ds later on. Nice ass that were just so nice to grab. I remembered a time when she was wearing a dress and I just could control myself and kept touching her butt when we were travelling up an escalator. C made me enjoyed blowjob but I hardly let anyone blow me since as few come close to her skills, even the pros. C will always wear nice underwear, just the way I like them. Now that I think back, I am not sure if I like those type of lingerie from then or she conditioned me to like those style. C had wild friends, suggesting threesome and even with her lesbian friends. It's a shame that I'm not that kind of guy then. Thinking back now, I should have just upped all of them then and cum in their pussies.

C was fun to be with. She showed me to the good taste of life, bringing me to nice restaurants and all. Sex never needed foreplay for her which was fine by me then. Watching those tits bounce were a sight. Thinking back, she had one of the nicest feeling tits. I will be enjoying the feel of her tits now if I allowed again. We were together for a long time, but things got boring for her. I'm all about saving for tomorrow while C was living the moment to the max. She finally broke up with me when someone entered her life giving her more fun. C did not get married and from what I know. still single. But good thing she dun do married guys like I am now. If not I'm sure I will be fucking her when possible.

I had always thought that C will be the one to go the distance with me. She has her flaws but that never bothered me. She takes care of me and my life like a good partner and I thought sex with her was always amazing then. Her leaving me somehow broke me. I'm leaving full details out for this in case the details will somehow reveal our identities. Let's just say that things happened and her leaving me just broke me.

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a dark knight rises. [cue theme music~]

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Thanks for the story so far. Great start. Please continue.

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C and I were together for quite a number of years. That was a time before camera phones. As both of us were sharing rooms with siblings our sexual escapades all happened in hotels or cars. Was never a great fan of hotel sex and we ended up doing it often in car, either my dad's or her dad's car. We would explore different isolated or dark spots in Singapore just to make out or go at it.

While C had wild friends and she had lots of boyfriends and sexual experiences before, she was rather conservative when it comes to dressing. Always simple single colour t-shirt or shirt with jeans or pants. Very rarely dresses or skirts. However there was one time when we were clubbing, she wore a tight outfit that was quite thin. The outfit just highlighted her ample breasts and nice ass. I will not say she is a head turner type but she sure got lots of attention that night. She was wearing white bra and underwear that night and they showed through her thin outfit and everything just clicks. Her every dance moves swayed or bounced her breast. Her ass just looked the more delicious that night with her outfit snuggly hugging them and her white underwear online clearly visible through her outfit. The club was crowded and I'm sure lots of guys were looking her way ever so often but I could not care less. The sight of her outfit, her moves and her breast and ass just drove me nuts. I danced closed to her body. Rubbing my erect dick against her curvy ass and running my hands up and down the side of her body, purposely glancing through her breasts ever so often and giving them a nice squeeze whenever I needed to. She was obviously aroused too. Turned around and threw her arms around my neck while I continued to gyrate our privates. We locked tounges and my hand just automatically went for her breast, giving it a good hard squeeze. The feeling just heavenly. Till date I don't think I've met more then a handful whose breast feeling can match hers. I slipped my hand further south and went up her short dress, moving her panties aside and quickly slipped my finger into her virgina. I was crazy, she was high from all that and was obviously wet too. She pulled my hand out quickly, but gave me the naughty looked and licked my wet fingers, then gave me a slapped on my arms, as if to say I should not done that.

We still stayed on and enjoyed the night. But end of the night we went to one of our usual spot and parked. We normally have protected sex, but that night, all rules were broken. She started sucking me while we were driving there. I groped here every now and then while keeping concentration on the road. Luckily it was late already and traffic was light. As mentioned, she has the best blowjob skills. Once we parked, I just threw her to her side of the car, climbined over, pulled down her panties and just inserted. A whole night of teasing just was too much. I did not last too long. She knew I was cumming, pushed me up and turned me around, went down on me and let me blow my load into her mouth. She looked up smiled and swallowed every bit of it.

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Wow!!! Thanks for sharing. ;):D

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C has a younger sister. She is quite opposite. Sometimes wonder if they came from the same genes. Let's call her sister L. L was tall, slender and very pretty. While C does have a smoking figure to me, it was on the meatier side but she was no way fat nor plump. L is your typical model figure. Part time model too. But her boobs were much smaller compared to C. Still a nice b I guess. I was a good loyal guy then. Did not venture for a grope or peek. One time I was in Cs room but C was out in living room. L came in. She was always friendly with me. She has a boyfriend so I never put much thought to it. We were talking and I can't remember what we were talking. But out of the blue she started talking about dick sizes and asked if I have a big dick. I did not answer and she asked that why don't I just take out and show her. For those expecting hot stuff after, unfortunately no. Remember I was still a good guy then. Another time L saw me coming into the room, she just took off her shorts and bared her undies to me. Excuse was that she is changing to another pair. I just looked elsewhere and did not make anything of it. When I shared that with my friends they all thought there was something wrong with L. Anyway nothing happened between us.

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I got a place to stay out alone some time later. Still close enough so I can visit my mum easily but at least now I have all the freedom. C moved in with me. Somehow things started to cool down. Sex became infrequent. I had to resort to porn to relieve myself. C would be engrossed with online games and chatting with ppl online. I was very liberal and believed in having personal space and let it be. Things got from bad to worse and she would hang out with those online friends and sometimes not even come back to sleep. She obviously did not go back to her parents place as she would return in the same clothes the next day. While we always had our differences we seldom argued. But things turned bad with her late or next day returns. One day she told me what she did in the outing. I snapped and we had a big fight. She went back to her parents place. She returned a few days later and we both acted as though nothing happened. I was still angry though. That night, sleeping beside me, she moved closer to me, my arms touching her boobs. Those feelings were just too good and it had been too long since the last sex for me. I gave in and had sex with her. I guess it was an apology sex for her and she took it that I accepted her apology by having sex with her.

The situation did not get any better after that. C would continue with her ways. I would make a fuss about it and she would tell me to have my own personal life as well and not having to always spend time together. If I wanted sex, she would say if that is all I think about with her. Thinking back I really did not understand why I put up with all those behaviour. I guess I was trying to be the nice guy while dark emotions continued to build up in me.

I was working in a company that had quite a number of young female graduates then. S was one of them and she was reporting to me. S is presentable though not the very chio type. Good height, slim, but not much of breast or ass. But she loves wearing low cuts and push ups to accentuate her cleavage. She was nice to me but we were always very professional in our dealings. It was also during that period where C had to go overseas often. Sex was almost non existent between us, reducing to a twice monthly event. One weekend C came back from her work overseas. Instead of spending time with me, she decided to head out with her friends. I made a fuss and she told me to be a man. She went out anyway. Since she ask me to be a man I thought I would show her. I gave S a call to see if she was free.

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Not to make excuses for myself. I think we are all responsible for our actions and we can't blame others for the things we do. But staying out on my own and only with C, the way our relationship degraded, how I was watching too much jav, probably had something to do with the way I am now. Having perverted fetishes, screwing around. Anyway, just have to document down the journey.

S answered my call. I asked if she was free but she is out already. I told her it's ok then and hung up. I was regretting the call, thinking what I wanted to happen. So what if she was free, what would I be doing. Anyway moments later S called back. She asked if I was ok. Something so simple and yet so needed at that time. I asked what made her think I was not ok, she just replied that she could feel it. She told me that she has moved her stuff a bit and she can meet me out if I wanted to. I don't know what I was gonna say to her if I meet her or what we should be doing. But I told her to meet up anyway.

We met up in a mall in town at night. Somehow she just took charged. She never asked me why or what I wanted to do. She just suggested going to a movie. I said ok and we just went to the ticketing booth. She clung on to me like a loving girlfriend and scanned through the movies showing, picked one and suggested that we should get those gold class tickets. I just obliged. She picked a restaurant and we went for dinner as the movie is later in the night. During dinner she was talking about her day, sometimes sharing things about work, but never really asked why I asked her out. I interrupted her in her talk and asked:"you know I have a girlfriend and we are cohabitting right?". S answered yes and that it's ok. She knew something must have happened but I probably did not want to talk about it so she just wants to be with me and take my mind off. She is not asking for anything and I do not need to worry.

We then hang around after dinner while waiting for the movie. Doing stuff almost like a dating couple. Sometimes she would cling on to my arm and rest her head on my shoulder. It was a nice feeling to have that attention. While she was in her usual outfit, revealing a fair amount of pushed up cleaverage, she was always careful not to have her boobs rubbed on me, even when she was clinging onto me. How she does that I will never know. Skill I guess.

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Nothing progress for S?

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I was enjoying the night with S. It did take my mind off whatever was happening between C and me. While we were only dating, my thinking was like we were married. I should have just broken up with her but I held on and wanted to get things back on track. I thought that's what a stand up guy should do.

It was my first time in gold class theater. While C and I had watched countless movies in the theaters, we always got the normal seats. By the time we were staying together, I had gotten a home movie theater system and thus we hardly go to the theaters. S seemed excited just to be at the movies with me, or she was just trying to take my mind off and just enjoy. We watched the movie normally, just with S occasionally leaning over.

It was pretty late after the movie. I thanked her for keeping me company and wanted to send her home. However she suggested that we hang out a bit more and enjoy Sinagpores night scene. So we drove from location to location chatting about anything under the moon. S suggested to go to a spot where we can have a good view of Singapore's night view and so I drove to one of those spot. It's late and dark with only a few cars there. S lowered her seat and suggested we just chat in the car. At that point I did what all loyal guy would. I told her that I still very much in love with C and I don't want to give her the wrong impression. S looked at me then clinged on to my arm and pulled me close. This time resting my arm between her fully exposed cleavage.

S: It's ok. I know. I'm not asking for you to breakup. I just want you to not feel bad about your life. I'm happy to be your backup. Even if you were to be married, I am willing to be your woman in the shadows.

S confession, or whatever that was, shocked me. I did not know what to say but just lay quiet. S patted me like a kid, giving me gentle kisses on the cheek every now and then and just assuring me that it's ok. The sight of her cleavge, the feeling of the push up bra pressed against my arms and the kisses were just too much for me. I am after all a hot blooded male. Physical reaction took place and I was having a hard-on.

I am not sure what it was. Guilt, physical or physiological reasons, I felt my stomach aching. I told S that I'm feeling a bad stomach ache and perhaps I should send her home. S obliged.

The journey to her place was a short one. The stomachache was getting pretty bad by that point and I felt like I really needed to use the toilet. I asked if I could go her place to use the toilet to which she said yes. What I did not mention is that S is a foreigner and she was renting. But she told me that she rented the master room and this I could use the toilet in her room without disturbing her landlord.

It was a good thing I did not control till I was home. The ache was just too much. After I got out of the toilet, S passed me a glass of warm water. Simple gestures of care and concern. Again that felt really good. S told me to lie down in her bed to rest a bit. I told her it's ok and I was feeling much better but she insisted. She said it was ok and I should rest a bit more before heading home. She told me she would go washed and first and naughtily told me not to try to peep.

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S came out of shower in a tight white spaghetti strap top and a tiny shorts. She was still wearing her push up bra. It was quite a sight. Her slim figure, still curvy even with the ass department lacking. The boobs department is strongly accentuated by the push ups. It was hard on downtown again. S came and lay beside me in bed. Turned around and hugged me. Her hand slowly caressing my arm, then my body and she started to roam further south.

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I was definitely stimulated, high. She was wearing a nice fragrance as well or it was from the scent of her soap. I did not know how to react. Multiple thoughts were running through my head. Morals, principles, being a loyal guy Vs the feeling of the care and concern, the attention, and the physical pleasure. Before I knew it S had unzipped my pants and put my erected dick in her mouth.

The easier explaination would have been my little head doing the thinking. But it was more complicated. Whatever was happening between C and me had a great part at play too. The moment S was sucking me, the temple of my moral shooked. The anguish that had been building in me from what C had been doing sped up with every movement of S. The walls of my morals finally cracked.

S was trying her best to pleasure me. But her bbbj skills just cannot compare with that of C. I pulled S up, threw her to her side of bed and pinned her arms down. The lights were off in the room, but through the street lights that were peaking through, I can still see her heaving, her eyes yearning. I released her arms and pulled down her straps, revealing her sexy bra that is tightly hugging her breasts. We locked lips and our tougnes fought ferociously. It was for not more than a few seconds and I pulled up, pinning her arms down again.

Perhaps it was the influence of porn, perhaps I was projecting my anger toward C onto S. I was rough with S. I looked intensely into S. I then ripped her bra apart and pulled down her shorts, keeping her sporty underwear that she was wearing on. S had small boobs. But it was still shapely and perky despite her being pinned down. I went in for a hard grope then hurried my face into them. Licked her nipples and sucked them hard. Despite the small size, her breast still felt great. Not great like C's breasts but definitely up there. While Ive had only 2 sexual partners till then, I've had a number of girlfriends before that and had felt some of their boobs. S's breasts' feeling was definitely up there amongst the top few, even when compared to the numerous breasts that I have groped since then.

I was really rough with S, almost like trying to rape her. But S seemed to be letting out soft moans of both pleasure and pain. She was not complaining but held me tighter.i tried to rip apart her panties but turns out not as easy as the porn movies. Giving up on the ripping, I just snapped away her panties and inserted 2 fingers into her. She was all wet already which facilitated the entry. I was thrusting my fingers hard into her, with each thrust I can see S trying to hold in her cries of pleasure more. She had to. It was late and I'm sure she would not want to wake up her landlord.

I parted her legs and was about to enter her when she stopped me.

S:"do you have a condom? We can only do it if you have one"

I was thinking why would I ever have a condom with me? Its not like I planned this or that I'm the type that fucks around outside.

Me: I can't take it anymore.

And with that I thrusted my fully erected penis into her. She was tight. Really tight. Even tighter than E. I don't know how much experience S had before. Her vigina just felt amazing. Wet, slippery and her inner walls caressing and massaging my penis with every thrust. S was obviously shocked. You can almost see her wanting to resist but in too much enjoyment at the same time. Almost a perfect jav actress in one of those scenes.

S: don't...cum...in...side

It was like she was timing her speech with my every thrust. Those words were like a magic switch and I felt a strong urge to come. I pulled out quickly and my sperm just sprayed. Literally sprayed. My cum covered large area of her body, hit her face, one sprayed even to her eye. I tried to control the spray to within he rbody so as not to dirty her sheets. I had never cum this way nor had I cum this way since. It was really quite a sight.

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More please. Great posts 👍🏼

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Was updating halfway and my batt on my mobile device went dead. Had to rewrite. Anyway....

S got up and went to toilet to clean herself up again. I lay in her bed. My mind was blank. The feeling was intense. However, remorse started to creep in. I had given up on all the morals that I held on so dearly for all these years. I am no different to all the guys in my family now. I am just as rotten. I can longer stand on high ground. Perhaps this just runs in our genes in the family.

S came back, this time round without her bra. She lay close beside me. I stretched out my hand and put my arm around her. She moved in and lay her head in my chest. We stayed silent for a while. She broke the silence and asked if I will send her to work on Monday. S stays near to our workplace and she takes the public transport. I drove to work as I stay on the other end of the island.

Me: Yeah, let's have breakfast together near your place before we head off to work.

I returned home shortly as it was nearing morning already. I was still thinking what excuse I needed to come up with for staying out so late but it was an unnecessary worry. C was still not home. I was already washed up and in bed when C returned during day break.

I continued to stayed in the relationship with C. We still do what most couples would. Hanging out, eating out, going to the movies. But less frequent. Sex was infrequent, reducing to at best once a month. C still treats me well when she is around but that was something of a luxury to have her around.

Having breakfast before heading to work together became our routine for S and myself. We were close, but always careful. She was really the woman in the shadows and I don't know till this date why she accepted that kind of arrangement. While I had my own cubicle at work, it was still a high cubicle. S on the other hand was sharing office in a proper room on one end of the building. Quite often she will be alone in the office while the rest of her colleagues will be out doing other stuff. During those times, she will call me over. We will french heavily in her office. At times I would reach my hand down her exposed top to grope her. If she were to wear a short skirt, I would reach in to finger her. It was thrilling as anytime one of her colleagues might walk in. We were never caught.

Our relationship went on like this for a few months. We never did go out together after either as she had night classes almost daily and I did not like to stay out till late then. We also did not have sex for that few months. One night, I picked her up after her class. I was moving on to another company. I wanted to hang out with her but she was tired. So I sent her home. At her doorsteps, she leaned in a gave me a longing kiss. I naturally groped her.
When we pulled apart, she looked at me and told me that she'll miss me.

Me: I want

S: Its still early. My landlords will be awake. Its not convenient.

I could not care less. S was wearing a white dress that night. Nothing fanciful, just a plain white dress that was somewhat loose. I dragged her to the stairwell. I figure its rather quiet there. I kissed her hard and my hands started to roam her body, reaching underneath her dress and touching her pussy which was well wet by then.

S: No, its too public and I'm dirty. I have not showered since morning.

I did not stop. I pulled out my penis, turned her around, parted her panties and inserted into her.

S just let out soft moans with my every thrust. She would have been the perfect JAV actress in those scenes. Trying to hold in her cries of pleasure while perhaps also disgusted with my primitive urge. I grabbed her pushed up tits hard, careful not to pull down her top to reveal more in case we need to cover ourselves up quickly.

Its the first time I did it in such a public area. Car sex had been my thing but it was still rather private. It was thrilling yet I felt like a scum at the same time. The primal needs were taking over the logical mind. I came in no time. Spraying on her flat ass and then using the sides of her panties to help her clean up. S turn around and slapped me on my chest.

S: you are so bad. Now I will have a hard time washing my panties.

I send her back to her unit, kissed goodbye and left.

I joined the other company soon after. S and I stayed in contact for a while, eating breakfast together before she leaves for work. My new work place was also nearby. We stopped having breakfast together after a few weeks as she mentioned she was always late after having breakfast. Despite our proximity of our work places, we never met up after. She would sometimes call me to ask how I was or share what's going on in her life. We drifted apart soon. For some reason, I never felt too guilty toward S for what we did together. She did call me once or twice after to ask about how she can better treat her then new boyfriend. She also wanted to know how she can do better in bed with her new boyfriend, even suggesting that we can maybe meet up for me to show her. I did not take that on. We just stopped contacting each other very soon after.

C was still in my life. But a new chapter in my dark journey is about to begin.

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Thanks for the update TS

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My new work place had a healthy mix of female n males. A fair number of young ones although not too good looking, some milfs with smoking bodies n a number of males my age group. Decent MNC work environment.

For some reason my lunch group tends to be with the ladies. Most are single. But that did not swayed me not did I have any straying thoughts. C had been posted to be based overseas at this time. She would still come back once every few weeks. We would spend some time together while she would hang out with her "friends" for her other free times. We drifted apart further emotionally although physically I would not say the difference was big as we were already having infrequent sex by then.

I started going drinking with my male colleagues. What started as clean good pub drinking fun soon moved on to ktvs. I was exposed to a whole new world of sin. The first KTV we went to was definitely memorable for me. The now defunct BS. It was a time with lots of young Chinese glas eager to rape you. I thoroughly enjoyed my time at those places physically. Groping various tits and fingering a number of them. I'm into the dark world but this was only the beginning. Sometimes I would take the girls out for a meal after n end up in a hotel having a short time session. While there was still some level of guilt, it's been tone down compared to my old self.

It was during this period that I had to travel to China a bit for work. It was in one of the trips I got to know M. M would be considered a syt at a sweet tender age of 25 then. But she was quite capable and was running her own small "restaurant". Decently staffed for the small place. M only helps out every now and then taking orders or serving the dishes. Most of the time behind counter. For some reason, she thought that I was pitiful the few times I was there for my meals, alone. She would come over to talk to me or join me at my table with a cup of tea while I ate.

M would not be considered pretty but she had youth as her advantage. White, porcelain smooth skin, small waist, amazing size boobs for her body and although her ass looks meaty too, it was not shapely. She dresses well, sometimes in short dresses, other times in tops and pants or jeans. Every of her outfit were chosen as though to show off her figure, especially revealing her delicious fair breasts. Theres always a good amount of cleavage to enjoy. M is considered petite. I guess I kept going back to her place for meals because of the sight of her and I get good company.

I told M that I am heading back to Singapore and M asked if I will be back for work. I told her I am not sure when but probably will be back. M suggested that we exchanged numbers. It was a time before WeChat. She also suggested that perhaps the next time round, I could spend some time in China to do some sightseeing. She can bring me around and be my tour guide. I gladly accepted and we exchanged numbers.

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Great stuff :D

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It was a time where internet speeds in China is still very questionable and Wechat is probably still hatching. QQ was the main comms tool. M and I stayed in touch when I was in Singapore, although not too frequently. I continued to join my colleagues to KTV trips. Most of the trips are pretty much standard, just the normal TNN fun and maybe the occasional tabaos.
However, there was one night we went to a KTV in central area, along came DM.

DM was a SYT from Vietnam. Its was during a time when most Vietnamese can't communicate but DM was able to speak Cantonese and luckily I can too. DM was not fair, but she is really pretty. In fact she reminded me of some TVB actress that I do not know the name of. Used to be quite famous and in leading roles for a number of dramas. DM had a decent height of 160+ and very shapely and good feeling boobs. C cup. She was not wearing any bra that night. We just hit it off and I was not really treating her like a KTV girl but maybe FWB on a outing. As we are able to understand each other, we talk about more than the usual what you do and where you from topics. It was a fresh breath compared to the other outings where its pure physical. However, it was her last night in the KTV and she will be returning to Vietnam the next day. I felt that it was a shame that we would not be able to see each other after the night but she spontaneously suggested we keep in touch and maybe she will be back. With that, we exchanged numbers. We did not go out that night.

DM and I stayed in touch after she returned to Vietnam. I was almost like 3 timing. Almost. C was still in my life. I would call her and we would try to talk daily. Then there's DM, who would call and chat daily. And there was M. While calls with her was less frequent and in a way more friendly in nature, there was always a hint of good feeling toward each other. I enjoyed the attention but at the same time, was feeling the heat from trying to recall what I told who.

I had to return to China for a short trip for work and shared that with M. She was thrilled. She asked if I could extend my trip there and she can show me around which I naturally agreed. She told me not to worry about anything and she'll make all the arrangements. I don't even have to worry about the cost as she will be a good host to me. We arranged to meet up after I finished all my official matters.

M came to my hotel to pick me up on my last day of official work. She was wearing a body hugging dress. Slutty yet classy. Showing ample cleavage and a short length that make me want to see if I can peep up to see her panties. She told me she had arranged for another hotel that is close to her home. I was a bit disappointed. Part of me was hoping that she will just put me up at her place. I was going to pick up my luggage to go toward our ride but she stopped me.

M: Don't worry about it. Ge here will take your luggage. I've arranged for him to take us to your hotel first. He will take care of these. (all translated as M could only speak Mandarin)

With that , M just naturally clung on to my arm. Her big breast pushed slightly against my arm. Whatever disappointment I had earlier was pushed to the side. I was only focusing on the good feel and the view of her amped up cleavage. I was having a strong erection. The sight of her cleavage and the feeling of her side breast against my arm was just too much.

Our ride to the hotel was a short one. While M was sharing what she had planned, I was not really concentrating. Part of me enjoying the feeling of her warmth, her sweet fragrance, and the great sight of her cleavage up close, while the other part of me was thinking if anything is going to happen during our time together the fact that she booked a hotel for me instead of putting me her in her place. It was really bad of me. On the one hand I am always looking forward to see C when she is back from work, yet I am here with another woman, arms around me, and thinking what I might be doing with her, sexually.

M helped with the check in. She suggested she just head up to the room to drop off my stuff and we can head to the first location she had planned. It was a decent sized room with a huge bed. She looked at the room and asked if I find the room fine and that at least there is a huge bed to myself so I can rest well later.

I didn't care for any of those by the time. Pure primal urge has taken over. I grabbed M and just planted my face into hers. Forcing my tongue into her mouth. M was shocked. She seemed to try to resist a bit but it was almost a half hearted resistance. We were locking tongues in an epic french war and I inched her closer to bed as we kissed.

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M and I continued frenching heavily as I pushed her into the bed. Although its been years, I remembered that the bed was hard, even though it looks like a very decent hotel. While not comfortable, that was the last thing in my mind. I pulled up from the kiss, noticing that her short dress had just rolled up a bit, slightly revealing her red panties. I continued to kiss her, my hand moving up to her breast, gliding past them initially, but just could not hold it back anymore and grabbed her breast.

M's breast were huge. Probably a nice D cup. But they were really soft. Felt good, but not like C's where they were soft and firm and the same time. I pulled down the top of her dress, exposing her lacy bra. I continued to grab and massage her breast, removing the exposed side from the cover of her bra. M has nice little pinkish nipples to top off her large breast. It looked too delicious. I plunged in. Sucking on it like a hungry baby. M let out a soft cry. I guess both from shock and perhaps I was sucking too hard.

M:You cant do this.

M said in almost a half hearted manner. On the one hand I guess she felt it was too soon, while on the other, she probably was enjoying the session too. I continued to ravage her breast, while pulled down the other side of her dress to expose the other breast. Both my hands groping her breasts, kneading them like dough, sucking of both nipples together. My hand zoomed down south and pull up her dress, exposing the full of her red panties. It seemed wet. M was wet from all the kissing and breast play. I pulled off her shoes, then her panties. M tried to coverup. I kissed her again and moved her hand aside and pushed my finger into her wet pussy. As if wasn't enough, I stuck another finger in. Two fingers moving in and out of her pussy ferociously, the other hand groping her breast hard, while we continued to french.

It was for no more than 2 minutes, I could not take the heat any further. I stripped away my pants and underwear and was ready to penetrate M.

M: No...

It just landed on deaf ears and I am already in her. I can almost feel her pulsating the minute I entered her. M was really wet. It felt really good. I pumped her in missionary, watching her breasts bounced with every pump. I did not remove any piece of her clothing. Her breasts hanging out of her bra and dress, the bottom of her dress all rolled up and panties pushed aside while I continued to pump hard. It was no more than 5 minutes and I felt the urge to come. I pumped M harder and faster. She knew I was coming and wanted to push me away. I did not care and continued and finished inside her. I pulled out and watched my cum flow onto her panties.

M: How can you do that? Its dangerous

I hugged her and kissed her. Getting aroused in the process.

Me: I want again.

And with that, I stripped both of us naked and inserted into M again. I was much younger than and getting a hard on after one cum is not an issue. M hardly resisted. I had a good view of M this time. Her naked self. She is really fair. Her big soft breast lay somewhat flat and not so shapely with her lying down and without the support of bra. She has very little pubic hair, just a little which looked really sexy.

We continued to do it in various positions. When in missionary, I will pull her arms together to squeeze against her breast to make them look more shapely. They bounce wildly with every pump which was a great sight. It took longer but I came in her again. She did not complain this time and just took a tissue to prevent the cum from flowing onto the bedsheets. I was tired. Laid down in bed and just hugged her in my arms.

M:Rest a bit first if you are tired. We can go again later when you want.

I squeezed her breast hard again. Kissed her then close my eyes to rest.

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Thank you for the update TS

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Great stuff

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Next few days were like a paradise fuck fest. While we would go places to eat and sight see and even shopping, we typically leave hotel afternoon.

M would always go to bed naked. I would wake up way before she did. She always smelled like freshly washed laundry. Once I'm up, I will always lift up the blanket, look at her bare breasts and start groping them and feasting on them. M enjoys that. Before I know it, I will be inside her pumping away, and without fail, I would always cum in her. The feeling was fantastic. One morning, rather than doing our normal moves for the past sessions, I took her from behind. She just raised her leg for better entry. I have had dunno how many sessions each day for the past few days and my tank was running dry. I was pumping away for almost an hour and half, every time I felt like cumming but there would.be nothing. M enjoyed it so much that my thigh was all soaked in her juice. She was flowing wet. I was all tired out and pulled out.

M: I want some more. I want you to finish inside me.

Me: I can't already. Too tired.

I must had too much sex. There was one day where there was some blood from my penis. I told M about it and say I need to rest for the night.

M: but I need you.

Me: I really can't I just need to rest for the night.

She was fine but continued to play with my penis while I just fondled her breast and finger fuck her.

The few days with her were just amazing. I did not know why M was so nice to me yet I still would think of C. M breast while huge and nice, just could not compare to Cs. The whole time M and I were together, she would pay for everything and bought me presents as well. It was like I'm a kept man.

On one of the days we were out, she brought a close friend along. Her friend had big breasts too, was wearing a tight body hugging top with a short demin skirt. M was wearing a short dress initially for the day, but the sight of it was too much and my hands will roam under her dress to touch her bums. She decided to go with a tight t shirt and a jeans instead. The two of them would cling on to me tightly. Giggling and chatting away. Both their breasts would be rubbing against my arms. It was too much. I was thinking threesome for the night, but decided that it might be a test and stayed gentlemanly. That night I rammed M hard and bit her nipples. Punishment for teasing me with her friends. She did not complain at all but just enjoyed the session.

Good things had to end. My vacation with M came to an end and she took me to the airport. She teared a bit when we departed asking when she'll see me again. Soon I said. But life always have a twist. We did not see each other for many years after. She met some guy after a year or so and we slowly lost touch. We did meet up in China many years later. That would be another part of the story.

In the meantime, my sexual life revolves around DM as C was away on overseas assignment

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Once again, a fantastic update

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Very good share TS, please continue :)

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M and I continued a bit of our relationship online after my return. We would chat on QQ, even using the live stream. frame rates are not the best, but she is very obliging. I would ask her to strip naked and show me everything which she would do so shyly.

In the meantime, I need the physical release. Porn movies can only get me so far. DM had returned to Singapore. I did not manage to pick her up from airport as I was working that day. But I met her in the evening. She was in a real stunning outfit as she was ready to go to work in KTV. We went out for a meal together and I can feel all the eyes from male passerbys landing on her. She is pretty to begin with and has a great body. Nice bouncy and shapely full breast together with a nice cute ass.

DM was nice to me. Clinging on to me like a boyfriend. We had dinner together. As she did not have any money with her, I just gave her some "pocket money" for that day just in case (although she should be earning that night already). I wanted to do more with her but she had to go to work and I did not want to go to KTV that day. So I just ended up jerking off to the thoughts of her at night.

DM and I met up over the next few nights. I would always drive to her work place and ask her to come out for a bit. We would chat a while, kiss and then she would need to return. The first weekend since her return, we went out from noon. We had our lunch together and just walked around a bit. DM then asked if we should go somewhere to rest a bit. I was thrilled. We went to a budget hotel nearby and realized then I did not have any cash with me. I did not want to pay with card for fear that C might know (she does check my bills from time to time). I was disappointed as I thought there goes another chance. But DM stopped me and say she's got cash. So we booked a hotel and DM paid for it. I was like the gigolo.

DM don't like to wear bras. She does not need to. She's got great breasts and very shapely. I never suspected that they were not real until she told me much later. But it was not Silicon. I figured some form of growth hormone or something. That's why there was no scar and they felt every bit as natural. The feel of her breasts were on par with C, but DM was just a touch smaller. Still, very nice C cuppers. We stripped naked and showered together. It was hot and steamy in the shower and all the actions she was doing with me made me wanted to take her from behind. I restrained. I still fear having unprotected sex with someone who works in a sleaze industry. Thinking back now, I do not know what M did before and she could have been very promiscuous. I enjoyed every bit of DM's body. Young, tight, shapely and the way she moans, just drives me crazy. I blew my load in her and rested. DM just commented that I was selfish but hugged me back. Guess I did not service her enough.

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Nice update TS