Falling to the dark side

[Taz7776]

Was updating halfway and my batt on my mobile device went dead. Had to rewrite. Anyway....

S got up and went to toilet to clean herself up again. I lay in her bed. My mind was blank. The feeling was intense. However, remorse started to creep in. I had given up on all the morals that I held on so dearly for all these years. I am no different to all the guys in my family now. I am just as rotten. I can longer stand on high ground. Perhaps this just runs in our genes in the family.

S came back, this time round without her bra. She lay close beside me. I stretched out my hand and put my arm around her. She moved in and lay her head in my chest. We stayed silent for a while. She broke the silence and asked if I will send her to work on Monday. S stays near to our workplace and she takes the public transport. I drove to work as I stay on the other end of the island.

Me: Yeah, let's have breakfast together near your place before we head off to work.

I returned home shortly as it was nearing morning already. I was still thinking what excuse I needed to come up with for staying out so late but it was an unnecessary worry. C was still not home. I was already washed up and in bed when C returned during day break.

I continued to stayed in the relationship with C. We still do what most couples would. Hanging out, eating out, going to the movies. But less frequent. Sex was infrequent, reducing to at best once a month. C still treats me well when she is around but that was something of a luxury to have her around.

Having breakfast before heading to work together became our routine for S and myself. We were close, but always careful. She was really the woman in the shadows and I don't know till this date why she accepted that kind of arrangement. While I had my own cubicle at work, it was still a high cubicle. S on the other hand was sharing office in a proper room on one end of the building. Quite often she will be alone in the office while the rest of her colleagues will be out doing other stuff. During those times, she will call me over. We will french heavily in her office. At times I would reach my hand down her exposed top to grope her. If she were to wear a short skirt, I would reach in to finger her. It was thrilling as anytime one of her colleagues might walk in. We were never caught.

Our relationship went on like this for a few months. We never did go out together after either as she had night classes almost daily and I did not like to stay out till late then. We also did not have sex for that few months. One night, I picked her up after her class. I was moving on to another company. I wanted to hang out with her but she was tired. So I sent her home. At her doorsteps, she leaned in a gave me a longing kiss. I naturally groped her.
When we pulled apart, she looked at me and told me that she'll miss me.

Me: I want

S: Its still early. My landlords will be awake. Its not convenient.

I could not care less. S was wearing a white dress that night. Nothing fanciful, just a plain white dress that was somewhat loose. I dragged her to the stairwell. I figure its rather quiet there. I kissed her hard and my hands started to roam her body, reaching underneath her dress and touching her pussy which was well wet by then.

S: No, its too public and I'm dirty. I have not showered since morning.

I did not stop. I pulled out my penis, turned her around, parted her panties and inserted into her.

S just let out soft moans with my every thrust. She would have been the perfect JAV actress in those scenes. Trying to hold in her cries of pleasure while perhaps also disgusted with my primitive urge. I grabbed her pushed up tits hard, careful not to pull down her top to reveal more in case we need to cover ourselves up quickly.

Its the first time I did it in such a public area. Car sex had been my thing but it was still rather private. It was thrilling yet I felt like a scum at the same time. The primal needs were taking over the logical mind. I came in no time. Spraying on her flat ass and then using the sides of her panties to help her clean up. S turn around and slapped me on my chest.

S: you are so bad. Now I will have a hard time washing my panties.

I send her back to her unit, kissed goodbye and left.

I joined the other company soon after. S and I stayed in contact for a while, eating breakfast together before she leaves for work. My new work place was also nearby. We stopped having breakfast together after a few weeks as she mentioned she was always late after having breakfast. Despite our proximity of our work places, we never met up after. She would sometimes call me to ask how I was or share what's going on in her life. We drifted apart soon. For some reason, I never felt too guilty toward S for what we did together. She did call me once or twice after to ask about how she can better treat her then new boyfriend. She also wanted to know how she can do better in bed with her new boyfriend, even suggesting that we can maybe meet up for me to show her. I did not take that on. We just stopped contacting each other very soon after.

C was still in my life. But a new chapter in my dark journey is about to begin.

[SchoolOfLife]

Thanks for the update TS

[Taz7776]

My new work place had a healthy mix of female n males. A fair number of young ones although not too good looking, some milfs with smoking bodies n a number of males my age group. Decent MNC work environment.

For some reason my lunch group tends to be with the ladies. Most are single. But that did not swayed me not did I have any straying thoughts. C had been posted to be based overseas at this time. She would still come back once every few weeks. We would spend some time together while she would hang out with her "friends" for her other free times. We drifted apart further emotionally although physically I would not say the difference was big as we were already having infrequent sex by then.

I started going drinking with my male colleagues. What started as clean good pub drinking fun soon moved on to ktvs. I was exposed to a whole new world of sin. The first KTV we went to was definitely memorable for me. The now defunct BS. It was a time with lots of young Chinese glas eager to rape you. I thoroughly enjoyed my time at those places physically. Groping various tits and fingering a number of them. I'm into the dark world but this was only the beginning. Sometimes I would take the girls out for a meal after n end up in a hotel having a short time session. While there was still some level of guilt, it's been tone down compared to my old self.

It was during this period that I had to travel to China a bit for work. It was in one of the trips I got to know M. M would be considered a syt at a sweet tender age of 25 then. But she was quite capable and was running her own small "restaurant". Decently staffed for the small place. M only helps out every now and then taking orders or serving the dishes. Most of the time behind counter. For some reason, she thought that I was pitiful the few times I was there for my meals, alone. She would come over to talk to me or join me at my table with a cup of tea while I ate.

M would not be considered pretty but she had youth as her advantage. White, porcelain smooth skin, small waist, amazing size boobs for her body and although her ass looks meaty too, it was not shapely. She dresses well, sometimes in short dresses, other times in tops and pants or jeans. Every of her outfit were chosen as though to show off her figure, especially revealing her delicious fair breasts. Theres always a good amount of cleavage to enjoy. M is considered petite. I guess I kept going back to her place for meals because of the sight of her and I get good company.

I told M that I am heading back to Singapore and M asked if I will be back for work. I told her I am not sure when but probably will be back. M suggested that we exchanged numbers. It was a time before WeChat. She also suggested that perhaps the next time round, I could spend some time in China to do some sightseeing. She can bring me around and be my tour guide. I gladly accepted and we exchanged numbers.

[Cochran]

Great stuff

[Taz7776]

It was a time where internet speeds in China is still very questionable and Wechat is probably still hatching. QQ was the main comms tool. M and I stayed in touch when I was in Singapore, although not too frequently. I continued to join my colleagues to KTV trips. Most of the trips are pretty much standard, just the normal TNN fun and maybe the occasional tabaos.
However, there was one night we went to a KTV in central area, along came DM.

DM was a SYT from Vietnam. Its was during a time when most Vietnamese can't communicate but DM was able to speak Cantonese and luckily I can too. DM was not fair, but she is really pretty. In fact she reminded me of some TVB actress that I do not know the name of. Used to be quite famous and in leading roles for a number of dramas. DM had a decent height of 160+ and very shapely and good feeling boobs. C cup. She was not wearing any bra that night. We just hit it off and I was not really treating her like a KTV girl but maybe FWB on a outing. As we are able to understand each other, we talk about more than the usual what you do and where you from topics. It was a fresh breath compared to the other outings where its pure physical. However, it was her last night in the KTV and she will be returning to Vietnam the next day. I felt that it was a shame that we would not be able to see each other after the night but she spontaneously suggested we keep in touch and maybe she will be back. With that, we exchanged numbers. We did not go out that night.

DM and I stayed in touch after she returned to Vietnam. I was almost like 3 timing. Almost. C was still in my life. I would call her and we would try to talk daily. Then there's DM, who would call and chat daily. And there was M. While calls with her was less frequent and in a way more friendly in nature, there was always a hint of good feeling toward each other. I enjoyed the attention but at the same time, was feeling the heat from trying to recall what I told who.

I had to return to China for a short trip for work and shared that with M. She was thrilled. She asked if I could extend my trip there and she can show me around which I naturally agreed. She told me not to worry about anything and she'll make all the arrangements. I don't even have to worry about the cost as she will be a good host to me. We arranged to meet up after I finished all my official matters.

M came to my hotel to pick me up on my last day of official work. She was wearing a body hugging dress. Slutty yet classy. Showing ample cleavage and a short length that make me want to see if I can peep up to see her panties. She told me she had arranged for another hotel that is close to her home. I was a bit disappointed. Part of me was hoping that she will just put me up at her place. I was going to pick up my luggage to go toward our ride but she stopped me.

M: Don't worry about it. Ge here will take your luggage. I've arranged for him to take us to your hotel first. He will take care of these. (all translated as M could only speak Mandarin)

With that , M just naturally clung on to my arm. Her big breast pushed slightly against my arm. Whatever disappointment I had earlier was pushed to the side. I was only focusing on the good feel and the view of her amped up cleavage. I was having a strong erection. The sight of her cleavage and the feeling of her side breast against my arm was just too much.

Our ride to the hotel was a short one. While M was sharing what she had planned, I was not really concentrating. Part of me enjoying the feeling of her warmth, her sweet fragrance, and the great sight of her cleavage up close, while the other part of me was thinking if anything is going to happen during our time together the fact that she booked a hotel for me instead of putting me her in her place. It was really bad of me. On the one hand I am always looking forward to see C when she is back from work, yet I am here with another woman, arms around me, and thinking what I might be doing with her, sexually.

M helped with the check in. She suggested she just head up to the room to drop off my stuff and we can head to the first location she had planned. It was a decent sized room with a huge bed. She looked at the room and asked if I find the room fine and that at least there is a huge bed to myself so I can rest well later.

I didn't care for any of those by the time. Pure primal urge has taken over. I grabbed M and just planted my face into hers. Forcing my tongue into her mouth. M was shocked. She seemed to try to resist a bit but it was almost a half hearted resistance. We were locking tongues in an epic french war and I inched her closer to bed as we kissed.

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